Dont know what to do/how to do
I kinda feel overwhelmed by all kinda of things aroun me that i want to get confortable in. Take the web- for example, i am totally new to it and i have no contacts irl nor online (for that matter) that also has a foot within this. I feel mesmerized by its plethora of cool websites and the owners i would like to get to know more. Now, i think more people kinda has it like this. Going on forums and usch still feels unnatural for me and even though i tell myself t otry to be more "on forums" i end up going down some deeeep rabbit hole. I want to know a great variety of thigs...but i want to know things well and deeply and i would need time- and efficent time for it...Argh, cinema, politics, webs, humanity, schiences, news..